the heck with life

I’ve been wasting my life, my time and chances. Hope I can make it through this crazy life. I am doing my best to somehow appreciate every little success I achieve. I am also trying to learn to appreciate even the drops of rain. Will I turn out to be the hero of my own life or a victim of its tragic turns? The answer is, I don’t know. All I know is that I am the one who should be controlling my own life, not fate or destiny.