I lost my enthusiasm for writing today. Just when I mapped out everything in my mind, changes have been made, and honestly my mood is at its lowest peak. Ggggrrrhhh. Ok. Maybe, it's just that I'm too close minded today. Honestly, I don't want to receive any opinion. Will you just let me think what I want to think and write what I want to write??!!!!! Good Lord! I really feel so dismal. I want to freak out! But I cant =( that would be the most stupidest thing to do... Just relax Berd, eat your lunch, you're just hungry. Don't lose your composure and self-control. You're not the freaking kind right? So, smile; rise above the challenge. Don't let your emotion eat you. Tame it! Now, take a deep breath and make an inner smile. Does that make you feel better, eh? Yes, a bit. Is it ok if I won't smile all day, I really don't feel right? I am really determined to isolate myself in Mars the whole day. Okay... do whatever you think will help you beat the day... just don't let that ill temper get over you.... Let us finish all your tasks together and call it a day! Now paint that smile on your face. =)