Why do I keep on pretending -
pretending that I'm fine . . . .

I am so tired of laughing -
while my heart bleeds inside . . .

Why do I wear a mask of composure -
when I always have restless nights . . .


Please spare me your pains and troubles -
cause I also have mine . . .

Why do I always choose to be silent -
when my mind shouts and snipes . . .

I rather not hear your nonsense blabber -
much more your causeless cry . . .

Why do I need to show I am strong -
when I know I am shaking inside . . .

I promised to kill the emotion -
I vowed to never cry . . .